1.12.20

Odd that I haven't written a single word since the new year has begun. I've noticed this pattern of mine that in times of activity or chaos, I tend to shy away from writing, even though ironically in these times I have more on my mind than ever. Instead, I go inward, sinking into the recesses of my brain, not in a bad way, but in an exploratory way, investigating all the crevices and alleyways to see if there are things I've never found before because perhaps I wasn't looking.

The first 12 days of 2021 have been hectic in many ways and constructive in others. There are moments I still feel like I'm floating in space, but I'm slowly finding my footing little by little.